I wake up each morning feeling self-doubt and crankiness EVERY SINGLE DAY.
It is very tiring to always come up with answers on WHAT DO I REALLY WANT, WHAT SHOULD I APPLY TO and WILL THEY CALL ME OR NOT?
I am f**ing tired of feeling this way, feeling like a failure and all. Even the asshole Chester can get a job! Ok lar but hes been unemployed for a longer time.
Still, I feel that life is extremely unfair.
RANT RANT RANT. I just felt like disappearing off the edges of the earth and bury myself somewhere. Feel like a loser.
Breathe, breathe.
Everything should be better from here onwards. Just try ok and don’t give up. Don’t ever give up on yourself. You have faced worst things before such as your breakup with Grizzly, yes?
This is only temporary. TEMPORARY. You have your lifetime to work!
