i have totally forgotten about this blog until Ed reminded me to write out my feelings whenever too many things appear on my mind.
scrolling the past entries esp re LZB made me realize I have been airlifted from Somalia back then and transported to the new world. but even now, i am also questioning my existence in the new world.
it ain’t as bad but it ain’t rosy either.
i can’t believe LZB said i do not have EQ back then. I think she is the one who lacks it. No wonder so many people do not like her. She’s such a political bitch and i hope she will burn in hell. i hope she gets some uncurable disease and just rot to death.
god forgive me for saying such things. but i do not want to mince my words. it just shows how much i hate and fear her at the same time.
